Friday, January 13, 2012

Im working on mask at the moment as it’s my way of removing my own masks and layer



Im working on mask at the moment as it’s my way of removing
my own masks and layer, as I’m trying to live as honest and open as I can physical
be.
I’m finding that be open hearted really hurt, I’m taking on stuff that is
from the people around me. Feeling and pain I have never felt before.
Like my heart braking over a dear friend depression that I know that I cannot do
anything for her, but be there for when she need me.
And then there time when I feel a overwhelming feeling of love for someone yet knowing that it’s never going to be.
And then there the anger that I feel has been bottle for way to
long, over been left alone when I need help or the company of a good friend or
not being good enough for someone to open up and say they loved me.
I’m feeling that I’m going in to darkness well that better than feeling nothing at all.
I’m hoping to see the light soon as I can hear the train coming down the track and I’m
not looking forward to all the feeling on bored.

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